I recieved my results for a very important exam recently and i got into the school that my family wanted me to get into. And i also wanted to get in that school but that was before i got my results. Now that i have to go to that school i just dont feel like going there anymore. I think that i have been there for too long. And many of my friends could not make it to that school. When i studied for this exam what motivated be was that my friends would be there, it wasn't a bad school and i sort of wanted to prove my parents wrong that i could actually get THOSE grades. Befored the exam my parents were already telling me about other not so good schools and how i would not be able to get into a good JC if i go there and that would mean that i would not be able to get into a good university. And that would most probably affect my career. They were trying to scare me into studying my ass off.

I feel very confused right now. Should i even be thinking this way?





Britney Spears. We all know her, the once pop princess who was the role model of almost every little girl. Now a mother of two. i have heard everywhere that she is a bad mom, and the whole is she fit to be a mom thing. I watched some interview of her on youtube, and i quite impressed with some of the answers she gave. Like why she was driving with her small little kid on her lap in the driver's seat ( she was driving ). She said something like when she was young, her dad and herself used to do that because they were from the country. So it was natural for her to do that with her kid. I sort of understand what she means. I think all the things that she is going through now would only make her stronger (she sort of said that herself) Why else do you think she is still going out to wherever she wants ( almost ), and not staying at home, crying and never coming out. Well, some people say that she is doing these things for the attention, others say that she is crazy. I mean she is a little nuts. And usually now, i would be saying something like " i think that", "to me" or "in my opinion" to write out my feelings about whatever i am writing about but now i really have no conclusion to this. This post isn't meant to mean anything like im not telling you what i strongly feel here, i dont know what i feel about this. This matter was just on my mind.



Stronger- Kanye West. I actually like this song for the beat and the tune. Surprising.